Jul 27, 2017

No or Know

Do they know you
The people that you go out with these days?

Do they know how you take your coffee
Your favourite colour
Your favourite time of the day
Your favourite comfort food?

Do they know which books you like
The movies that you secretly indulge in
Your choice when it comes to music
What it means when you say,
"Let's do something!"

Do they know what your every expression mean
The grimace, the frown, the smirk and smile?
Do they know how to look beyond your laughter?
The nervous tics you do, when you suddenly feel shy?

Do they know that you cry when you watch mushy movies
A head butting trouble when there's any comedy scene on?
Do they know that you have tried out all Bollywood dance moves 
When there used to be nobody around home?

Do they know that you fancied your school to be Hogwarts
And named your nemesis the maths teacher Snape, before 'Always'?
Do they know secretly you used to doodle on your copies
And write love poems while trigonometry classes would be on?

Do they know that you still have a small child inside you
Who still wants to be a Jedi or Indiana Jones?
Do they know about the spacecraft that you had designed in your head?
Do they know you always wanted to run away from home?

Do they know you 
Or know what you show them
Or have you become lately what they want you to be?

Do I know you
As I used to earlier assume?
Or a figment of my imagination 
I conjured you up to be?

Knowing makes a lot of sense
Unknowing makes it hard.
Say I to Say I.


"Out beyond the ideas of knowing and unknowing, there's a field. I will meet you there." 

-Shamelessly lifting and misquoting Rumi


May 17, 2017

Fundamental Rights

Not allowed to see (anything),
Not allowed to seek (anything),
Not allowed to show (anything),
Not allowed to break (anything),
Not allowed to mourn (anything),
Not allowed to forget (anything),
Not allowed to end (anything).

Waited, waiting and still keep on waiting.
It never gets over,
Only the faces and the names change.

Apr 13, 2017

Small things


Part I
It's the small, small things that you miss the most.
In your routine automated life

Sometimes there happens something

That makes you pick up the phone and dial a certain number,

And halfway through the call you realise 
The number and the receiver both don't exist anymore.

Part II
I just realised today
Half the numbers on my speed dial list are non existent
As are the owners of the numbers.
Two I am out of touch with for years,
And for the rest few, I meet them everyday.

I don't know if I should reset my speed dial list or not.